[It had been about 16 hours since Isaac had made his decision. Staying around Miria was making her unhappy. Miria's happiness was the most important thing in the world, and he was ruining it with both his presence and his actions. The only thing to do was to leave. Maybe then she'd experience the joy she deserved.
But before long he was already getting antsy. What was she doing now? Was she feeling better? They were usually working in the shop at this point, but he couldn't go back there . Furthermore, what about Jacuzzi and Rakka? Were they keeping Miria entertained? Were they happy?
He faltered multiple times when he had tried to send a text. After about an hour, he finally managed to send something coherent.]
[16 hours is too damn long. Way too damn long. It's too quiet, too tense, without both Isaac and Miria hanging around. And Jacuzzi's been worried out of his mind, for Miria's mental state, for Isaac's physical state, for the state of their marriage because he absolutely, beyond a shadow of a doubt knows that taking these two apart for any period of time is not going to be in their best interests. He half doesn't want to interfere, half feels like he has to because--
They made each other happy. Anybody with eyes could see that.]
Are you okay where ahve you been?!
[It's too bad he can't convey any of that emotion properly.]
[It already hurts. He can almost hear Jacuzzi's fear when the words pop up on the screen. He's scum. Utter complete trash for making Jacuzzi feel this way.]
[Someday, Jacuzzi is going to stuff canon!Isaac's confidence right back into him. Somehow he's going to do it because this has nothing to do with Jacuzzi.]
You should come back and alk to her Isaac really. You guys cant figutre anything out if you won't even come back. Do you even ahve a place o stay?
[Shit. He's already tearing up. Isaac glances around a little, hoping no one is watching a middle aged man break down in tears at a park bench. No one seems to have noticed, so he simply brushes the tears away.]
I can't. She might echo something painful again if I stay. And if I end up becoming the old me, I might hurt her. She deserves better.
The only good tigns i remember from hten was you guys. You couldntt have been that bad.
You ugys make each other happy. Evne if you echo bad stuff doesn't mean uoy wont anymore. When you echo bad stuff tigether at least you have a friend right???
THAT'S NOT TRUE AT ALL IM SURE YOURER EALLY GOOD AT LOTS OF STUFF AND I THINK THE ONLY REAOSN YOUR SCREWIN UP NOW IS BECUASE YOURE RUNNING AWAY FROM SOMEOBDY THAT REALLY CARES ABOUT YOU
THATS NOT HOW IT IS AT ALL SHES JUST GONNA WORRY ABOUT YOU UNTIL YOU COME HOME IF YOU DON'T AT LEAST TELL HER WHAT YOURE DOING JST BECAUSE THE PASTTOU WENT TO PRISON DOESNT MEAN ANYTHNIG
IM NOTA GANSTER I CANT LEAD AMYTHING AND I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO USE A GUN SO
YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE A CRIMINAL REALLY ISACC PLEASE LISTEN.
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But before long he was already getting antsy. What was she doing now? Was she feeling better? They were usually working in the shop at this point, but he couldn't go back there . Furthermore, what about Jacuzzi and Rakka? Were they keeping Miria entertained? Were they happy?
He faltered multiple times when he had tried to send a text. After about an hour, he finally managed to send something coherent.]
Hey.
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They made each other happy. Anybody with eyes could see that.]
Are you okay where ahve you been?!
[It's too bad he can't convey any of that emotion properly.]
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I'm okay. I've just been around town I guess.
How are you guys?
How's Miria
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You should come back and alk to her Isaac really. You guys cant figutre anything out if you won't even come back. Do you even ahve a place o stay?
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I can't. She might echo something painful again if I stay. And if I end up becoming the old me, I might hurt her. She deserves better.
I'll figure something out.
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You ugys make each other happy. Evne if you echo bad stuff doesn't mean uoy wont anymore. When you echo bad stuff tigether at least you have a friend right???
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I want ot make her happy but now I just gonna make her sad.
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i killed a bunch of people bakc then. it didn't cahnge anything abiut how you guys acte around me. and i know what i did and everthing.
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you're a million times better than me
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you're the one who makes miria ahppy. just talk to her.
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I can't. I'm just gonna make things worse.
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YOU CAN'T RUN AWAY FROM YOUR PROBLEMS OKA???!
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[He hits send before he can stop himself and all he can do is stare at the screen in horror.]
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IM NOTA GANSTER I CANT LEAD AMYTHING AND I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO USE A GUN SO
YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE A CRIMINAL REALLY ISACC PLEASE LISTEN.
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i dont
i dont know what to do
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please
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im sorry. i cant.
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But there's nothing else I can do
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